i do love you

Back dated post

2012-02-02T02:26:00.001+08:00

Sunday baby send me home in the morning, slack at home. Malay & Ben came and we played mahjong. Won $8 by playing 10 cent 20 cent.

Played till 6.30pm baby came and headed off to toa payoh kiddy palace. Intentionally to buy pram and car seat but capella pink pram OOS and car seat not much variety. End up bought a photo album for them each and a set of pajamas for Gracious.

Headed to wisma for our fave o toro sushi :) had my jap food craving in that night.

Rush to paragon MIUMIU & finally i got my wallet :) was the last customer.

Went whampoa fetch Gracious and headed home.

30th Jan- first time going BPP with SIL. And we even walked there instead. Shopped around at DAISO and bought 14 items. Bus-ed home & was the first time taking bus to baby's hse. Cooked tempura for baby but failed. :(

1st Feb- brought Precious to jurong's library with yu wei. Read to Precious some story book. And headed to
Jurong point and shop. Got a pink capella pram, some lingerie & a mondo sandals and headed home.

2nd Feb- went for my dental appt that cos me $160. Went bugis had sakae sushi with SIL. Total buys - 1 carlo rino bag, 4 tops, one dress & 2 3/4 pants. Sad to say my size has increased :( heading home and soon to rest :)

Tata!

A long update

2012-01-26T19:52:00.001+08:00

Disappearing after a long time, now im here to update my long post.

Last sunday, which is 二九晚 Precious's bday & my first reunion with baby's family.

Baby fetch Precious to back to his house. We all settled down for our reunion dinner with some home cooked food & steamboat :) enjoyed our dinner. Rest for awhile, we celebrated Precious birthday with the cake she chose.

新年初一
Woke up in the morning, received mu first angbao from MIL. Prepared fory first day of CNY. Many ppl came and 拜年. 大姑，二姑 brought Precious and walk around the pool and playground.

新年初二
As usual still having my confinement, did the normal routine. 拜年 etc. until at about 8plus prepared and baby bring me out! First time in the one month of confinement :) went Harbour front centre and ate seoul garden HOT POT . Headed to RWS for the first time with baby. Play roulette, baccarat & 大小.
Lost $2400 in total, ended up left with $8 on hand enough to go breadtalk and buy bread for baby to eat.

新年初三
Finally!!! Ended my last day of confinement. Wake up prepared and brought Gracious back to mummy's house :) met layhong and off to do my hair. Dyed my hair orange red, a new colour to try. Met belinda, dylan, baolin & nelson and headed home as they wants to see Gracious. Soon after they left. Baby came and had steamboat with mummy & daddy. Stayed overnight & baby went home.

新年初四
Stayed at home the whole day & now updating with my phone while waiting for baby to come and fetch me back.

Happy new year everyone :)

Precious

2012-01-09T22:25:00.001+08:00

Pictures taken by my friend :)

Precious & Gracious

2012-01-05T18:01:00.003+08:00

Hello, its day no 9 today.

yesterday, went for dental check up & shun bian went to fetch Precious over to baby's place.
It was the first time that Precious really see her little mei mei & take care of her.
She help to coax Gracious when she was crying for milk, wipe her mouth when milk leaks.
tap her to sleep etc. Really can see she's a big girl right now & she's accepted her new mei mei.

woke up early today for going back to kkh to make Gracious birthcert & both of them ocbc cda account. Before Precious leave she say bye bye mei mei. So touched to hear that.

Send precious home & cab back for my post natal massage.
Today 3rd day of massage results can be seen already ! So happy (:

thats all for today (:

Happy little thing

2012-01-03T02:00:00.001+08:00

Finally today is the 6th day of confinement already. Everything going well & handling Gracious well so far.

Everyday having nice confinement food prepared by my MIL and herb bath water.

Everyone in the family is helping me in whatever they can esp with Gracious. And even baby also come home straight after work to see her.

But poor Precious, have not seen her for days already. Kind of miss her a lot. How i wish she will be here with me & take care of her little sister that she's hoping for to play with her.

Check up fir Gracious's jaundice level tmr, dental check up on wednesday, making Gracious birthcert on thurs. &&& Gracious Full Month Celebration on next sunday the 15th Jan 2011.

After when cny comes, will be Precious 3rd birthday on 24th Jan. such a busy month i have. Hope time pass fast :)

Buhbye :)

Labour story of Gracious

2011-12-28T22:25:00.001+08:00

Alright a rough post on my labour story of Gracious :)

28.12.11-1.30am
Admitted to kkh labour suite for my induce. Went to room 3 at first for my CTG scan & monitor for 1/2hr. Doctor reviewed that baby's asleep so need her to be awake then can insert med. keep shaking baby and finally she woke up.
3am- inserted first prostin. Monitor for 2 hours, contractions started. But still mild.
5am- tahan my urine for 2hrs and finally ran to the toilet to relieve. "ahma" brought me up to my ward & rest. Contractions came stronger & causing me unable to sleep. But baby is sleeping soundly!
7am- CTG to monitor baby's heartbeat & contractions. Contractions started and quite regular. Pain was describe as no 4.
9am- my gynae finally appeared and check, was 3cm dilated & cancelled my 10am prostin appt and headed to break water bag for me.
10am- headed to labour suite rm 6.
Requested for epidural as do not want to waste time like Precious. So immediately take epidural, doctor burst water bag & was 5 cm dilated.
12pm- gynae check and was fully dilated, and was to wait till frequent & strong contractions before pushing.
2pm- got the urgh to push but wheb can push already, totally pain all stop dunno why. So keep trying hard to push w/o contractions. Finally at 2.20 Gracious was out.
4.40pm- wheelchair backed & rest in ward. Mummy brought precious to come visit me. Then followed by Mil& 2 Sil came, then da sao, daddy & bro.
6-9pm- every one keep wanting baby to come to room so each take turn to pester those nurses for baby to come.
10pm- all went back & now resting for last day before tmr discharge :)

Thats all for my labour story.
Baby Gracious Liew born on 28-12-11
Weighing 3.434kg
Length 48cm

Let the photos say the rest :)
Tadah !!

26.12.11

2011-12-26T20:51:00.001+08:00

Woke up early in the morning, prepared and baby send me to shaw plaza to meet layhong for lunch at sakura. Bus-ed home after that.

Ytd baby bought dinner back home to eat. And bought 4 boxes of chocolate for precious. Baby keep bullying Precious so poor thing. And tadah, Precious got her new hair cut . Decided to cut short hair for her cos me and baby thinks that she still suit short hair cos her hair very little. And yes the outcome was good.

Alright tmr after 12 mid night i shall go for induce le, cos Ms Gracious still does not want to come out. So hope my next post is really about her already ! Jiayou :)

LOVES

2011-12-24T02:37:00.001+08:00

Celebrated early xmas party on the 16 dec as my edd was on 23rd dec.
Mummy,daddy,andrew,sis,bro,sil,cat,yvonne,me,precious & baby was at the party. Mummy cooked as usual & everyone of us has prepared a xmas present for exchanging! Got a set of bedroom slippers with set of foot lotion & a set bath essentials :) was happy ttm as i wanted it when mummy was wrapping the gift. Left a few of us & we started to play black jack. Lost quite alot at first but ending i won $41 hahas. Homed after the game & night was over.

21st dec-
Went kkh for check up reach at 2.45 went for scan & it took 1hr for my turn, went to eat to waste time . Finally my turn & did the scan baby's 3.2kg, water level fine. So headed for my normal routine of urine test, weight(70kg) & BP. My appt at clinic A was supposed to be at 3.15 but at 4.30 there's still 21 patients ahead of me. Waited till 6plus then my turn. Gynae checked dilated 2 cm. but no sign of labour. Extended my next appt to 28 dec 2am for induction. Sad case again :( so have to slowly wait for baby to guai guai come out le.

22nd dec-
Celebrated dong zhi jie at home as usual all turn up for dinner & ate tang yuan . Not much abt this day. Just received my 350g of nan's mom&me milk powder sample by courier. First co that is so generous! Good.

23rd dec-
Today is my edd and no sign of labour yet. So met up with ben & malay with my sis & precious, headed to nihon mura for our buffet session. 4 hungry monsters eating up to more then 30-+ dishes. And all finished :)

Now i shall head to my lalaland for Gracious's arrival! Nights ~

Check up update

2011-12-14T13:01:00.001+08:00

Went for my check up ytd,done with my pre-admission at EPS. Baby's fine and is weighing 3kg now. No symptoms of labour yet. Hopefully i can attend friday's xmas party by family & sat's BBQ by baby's friend :)

Confinement coming soon !
Gracious arriving in 9 days more.

Hopefully the next post Gracious will be out already!

My new "hello kitty"

2011-12-12T19:07:00.001+08:00

My poor little Precious got scratch by kitty at her face. And now she's like a hello kitty already.

Ytd was feeling very unwell, baby brought me to west mall for dinner & ate sakae sushi. It's been some time we really went out alone for dinner at shopping mall le. Went Tom & Stephanie to get Precious's xmas present. Got her a minnie polo tee & strawberry shortcake sandals.

Whereby in the noon mummy and cat came back with her presents too.
A organ from mummy and a ice cream playdoh set. She's happy ttm after getting those presents.

Tomorrow the 13th shall be my check up. How i wish my gynae can tell me that i need ti admit already cos Gracious on the way already! Hahas

Shall update again soon :)

17 days to go (:

2011-12-06T18:08:00.002+08:00

Hello, i think in a few more days when Gracious is here i have more time blogging already.
Cos i need to update alot about her (:
in 17 days, yes 17 days & she'll be here.

Gracious is 2.5kg now, slightly lighter then Precious at this stage. But just hope she'll be healthy & fine.

Brought Precious to orchard to see the xmas lightnings as im unable to be with her on xmas day.
I surely miss her like crazy. Soon after Gracious is out, my time with Precious defintely will get lesser already. After confinement, have to work & both my babies staying at different place ): really tough to handle. But soon after i get a hse things will get better i think.

bye bye (:

37 days (:

2011-11-16T18:08:00.002+08:00

Hello, woke up at 8 plus am this morning for my check up at kkh.
Appt at 9.40am but i waited till 11 plus then managed to see the doctor. So pissed off.
had a scan and saw baby no2's fingers. so cute. (:

baby no2 is now more than 2kg already, &&& another appt in 2 weeks time.
When i heard 2 weeks its like so scary, cos when the interval for check up is nearer. Means baby is coming out soon. Argh, im not prepared yet. things not ready for baby arrival. Shag ttm!

37 more days and soon, hell starts again ):

Counting down (:

2011-11-10T13:39:00.002+08:00

Finally, gotten my iPhone 4S. supposed to be happy, but in the end no difference. Cos nothing much to do with it. Damn sian.

Im in my 34 weeks now and yeah, 6 more week counting down for baby no2 to be out.
And her name shall be Gracious Liew. chinese name have not to be confirm. but have to think of one soon.

Hopefully this sunday we can get to buy all baby things already, and not dragging ler.
Cos by now, we only managed to get her bed only. sad right, who ask me to go find one husband that have to work 7 days a week. hais.

thats all i have to update. and let count down together (:

73 more days (:

2011-10-11T18:19:00.002+08:00

finally mummy will be back from her trip to thailand tonight, but thurs morning she will be going malacca again. this few days my life is like totally a hse wife even with maid. cook all meals and feeding precious.

but im so happy with these 2 full days with her, she managed to eat 3 full meals a day.
seeing her eat really makes me very happy. soon no 2 will be out. but some how i feel that when no2 comes out, life will be totally different already.

if now i was single, without precious & no2 . how my life would be?
anyw, too late to think of this quest. 73 more days and you be out (:

if i were to give up everything i had. i can only say you the one who cause all this to happen.

21st Birthday

2011-10-08T00:20:00.004+08:00

Just a new little update,
On 6th Oct 2011, I'm offically 21 years old. But dint really have a BIG celebration but just a small family dinner.

2nd oct- cooked western food for my family members to eat and off with the cake cutting session.

5th oct- baby finished work early and brought me & precious to bugis seoul garden for dinner, then headed home.

6th oct- baby picked me up after his work and went to QQ noodle house for dinner. and before we managed to park, got bang by a police car for nothing. hahas, maybe that's my day. went home and end of everything.

Although its really a very boring way of celebrating, but due to im expecting my no 2, thats the only way.

anyway, dint really bother much, just another year of getting older.

alright a little update of no 2, next appt woould be at 17th oct. Hopefully gender could be confirmed, and baby's growing well. Excited to see you again. Please come out abit early will you? hahas. No2 is 29 weeks. soon another 11 weeks no2 would be out.

see you soon my baby 2 (:

alright, as for babyPRECIOUS she's now getting more & more naughtier, till i really want to give up already. Hope when no2 comes out she will be better, thats what old folks says. Hope so. *pray hard*

just a photo of her getting older (:

happy news (:

2011-08-11T18:53:00.002+08:00

yes, 8 aug 2011 i went for my routine check up, and no 2 is perfectly fine.
just that my placenta is slightly in the lower side.
have to take note, and most importantly is my no 2 is a girl (:
dunno to say again or happy , or what my reaction should be but due to some reasons,
it might not b a good thing. and thats the fucking problem i hate most.

last night first time bring precious to baby's house and felt tht she really enjoy over there.but again due to some reason have to bring her there so secretly. fucking hate this feeling.
no one would understand when your child could not stay with you, everyday before heading home she would cry so badly asking me to bring her along. how i wish i could just be rich over a night. i dont have to b very rich. just enough to buy a house so that we could stay tgt. thats all i ask for.
god please grant my wish. hai.

sept 8 coming nd going for rom soon.

-chalet
-precious moment 2-tier cake
-feather pen
-ring pilow
-buffet

etc. all is ready. just for the day to come nearer and go test my gown agn.

thats all for my recent post (:

a little of my happiness

2011-07-21T11:40:00.003+08:00

Yes, on 16th June 2011 im married with Mr Liew HaoFan.
That's when my new journey in life started.

and yes precious calls him daddy when no one tought her to, clever of her to know which is more worth to be the father.

and a little update, little no 2 is already 4 & 1/2 mths soon will be able to find out the gender of baby le.

tired

2011-06-03T01:55:00.002+08:00

what a tired thursday, woke up restless cos ytd watch show with baby till quite late.

at about 12 plus cab home and continue my sleep, now i think i can sleep for more than 18 hours a day. really tired regardless of how much i slept.

4plus baby fetch me. had craving for ajisen ramen so went bugis junction for it. got all my new set of make up, clothes, shoes, luggage bag, quilt etc to be brought over to baby's place. just these few things and $600 plus gone.

after all shopping , headed to oasis again for my cravings again . and home sweet home.
very very tired now and i need to sleep already. nights all (:

PICTURES OF MY LITTLE GIRL (:

2nd pregnancy

2011-05-14T12:27:00.004+08:00

Just a little update of how i found out my 2nd pregnancy.

Usually, my menses is very the accurate. If late also only late one day.
Suppose to come on the 10 April 2011 , but on 13th April still no news.
So suggested to baby that i need a kit to test.
Tested on the 13th itself de night. the 2nd line is very blur. wanting to appear but never type.
So i ask baby go buy another one immediately so i tested on 14th April morning .
yes found this in my kit.

but still i was not very confirm so i requested baby to bring me to the doctor to scan.

16th April 2011 went to scan doctor found no baby, reason could be early pregnancy, ectopic pregnancy or not pregnant at all. but only managed to find 3 cyst.

so next appt a week later. went to honkong from 18th to 22nd and on the 21st april at hk we bought a digital pregnancy test kit. and this is the result.

came back from hk on the 23rd immediately went for scan and yes saw baby .
baby was 1 cm and 4 weeks old.

and now posting this post im already in my 8th week already. saw baby's heartbeat already (:

Hong Kong Trip

2011-05-14T12:04:00.003+08:00

Hello people, here's a brief update on my hongkong trip on 18th April.

18th April 2011

Baby cab over to pick me up to the airport at 8am.
check in for boarding pass
ate breakfast and board the plane
plane took off at 2.30 reached hk at 3.30
cab to Nathan Hotel with the red cab
change bathe, and mrt to central .
took the tram to the peak
wax museum, pearl by the bay ( steakhouse )
mrt back to hotel for rest

19th April 2011

woke up at 8 am for breakfast
mrt to wong tai sin
had fortune telling for 2 hours plus
headed to ocean park.
walk less then half of the park give up.
headed to ifc mall and buy my 土产品 then cab back to hotel.
bought some food from teahouse downstairs of hotel for dinner.
headed to temple street to gets 7 pairs keychain and supper
had claypot rice, pissing shrimp and fried oyster egg

20th April 2011

ate breakfast at our hotel nearby, finally had dimsum
headed back to hotel and rest cos baby's not feeling well
went to 女人街, 发源街 to walk and had dinner.
went tung chung for the cable car ride to 大屿山
went to tung chung mall for shopping
baby got a polo tee
went food republic for dinner. (sucks)

21st April 2011

Finally disneyland day, headed to disney land by mrt
spend whole day at disney land there.
cab back to hotel.

22nd April 2011

Last day check out but leave luggage at hotel.
went 蓝桂芳 de 永记 restaurant for lunch .
mrt to sogo mall for our 老婆并。
due to cant walk anymore headed back to hotel and cab to airport.

The whole trip we hardly could buy anything cos nothing much to get there. Other then place of interest and food nothing you can spend on already. but im happy that for the 5 days i've eaten 50 加力鱼蛋 wahahas . Really enjoyed my full 5 day with baby at hongkong (:

pictures will be upload soon depending on when im finally not tired at all. (:

East Coast Park

2011-04-17T22:57:00.002+08:00

Its been few months since i have last updated my blog.

Met up with Baolin and family & friend at enter. Brought Precious along too. As usual ate at meiyan's there and slack while waiting for baby to fetch us.

Headed to Ecp rented an hours of bicycle, and off to water playing. First time precious play till so happy and her body all full of sand. despite wearing 3 layers of undies.

Headed to tung lok for dinner , and home sweet home. Now preparing my luggage for tomorrow's trip to Hong Kong ! and disneyland im coming (:

will update more when im back. bye !

1st Year anniversary (;

2011-03-01T22:46:00.004+08:00

HAPPY FIRST ANNIVERSARY BABY !!

on 28th Feb 2011 is baby & I first year anniversary . but due to work we celebrated on sunday instead, sat night at 4 am in the morning baby fetched me to his house, cos i go v4 and he went for entertainment. at 1130hrs me and baby went to Hanabi Japanese Restuarant to eat my fave salmon , so we went for a buffet instead. After lunch about 1330hrs, baby send me home and he headed to work. He said would fetch me at 1530 for our celebration.

Waited till about 5 plus and his not here yet, called him twice and he never ans. Reply saying that he saw his customer and chatted with him. So i kept quiet. After waiting for so long finally he came, but cos we dint know where to go, so slacked at my house till 2000hrs. then we headed to cineleisure, when i got up his car i found his coupon at the wrong place so when i put it to the normal place, a zippo box drop out. and tadah my first present from baby (: was so happy cos its a customised lighter from baby.

while otw to our movie opened the boot as i was asked to found a few more surprise (:
got a titus limited edition watch , a photo album & a precious moments card .
went cine to get our neo prints done.
was so happy all the way till we finished our movie and home sweet home.

VALENTINE'S DAY

2011-02-19T19:40:00.012+08:00

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY

On the 13th feb baby & i went for our dinner at 313 the tampopo restaurant for our dinner and headed to icing room to get our cake done.

then we headed to changi beach,supposingly to cut the cake there but due to the wind plan spoiled.
but we managed to play the swing there.

14th feb valentine's day itself , headed to work as normal, but during my lunch time someone came office and sent me a bouquet of flowers, its from my baby. was so happy cos its the 2nd time surprising me with flowers on valentine day.

night, baby came to fetch me and headed to westmall for dinner.
headed home and went to the pool for cutting our cake (:

end of 2011 valentine's day. looking forward to next year valentine's day.
and 9 more days shall be our 1 year anniversary (:

thanks baby.

CHINESE NEW YEAR

2011-02-04T15:47:00.002+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year!

its finally the chu er liao and this few days been sleeping at home doing nothing.
when i see everyone is busy going out and bai nian.
but due to a small family i had, i dont even need to leave the house for nai nian.

really envy many people having many relatives busy gg bai nian. but for me want go also no where to go.
i think its life bah. suddenly feel so lonely. haiis. i hate this kind of life.

MERRY CHRISTMAS !

2010-12-28T15:59:00.002+08:00

大家好！圣诞节快乐！

Finally its gonna be end of the year . time flies really fast , a year before im still struggling for survival but now im here safe and sound .

although this is the first year celebrating a warm xmas with babyPRECIOUS,baby & family, it's a wonderful xmas this year .

busy month this december

2 - daddy's birthday

10 - started a new office timing job

25 - xmas day

27 - the first day me and baby got to know each other

28 - me and baby's 10th monthsary

31 - counting down to new year.

next month january also gonna be busy again.

22 - 大嫂birthday

24 - precious's birthday

30 - ahna birthday

hahas . and soon febuary will be coming soon . and valentines day wahahahas .

i love you everybody :) muacks .

thanks baby for the wonderfull xmas cake (:

happy :)

2010-12-13T18:56:00.001+08:00

monday today just off work. last night went to watch rapunzel with my baby. ate ribenchun thn movie. home and continue our 終極三國。

i want xmas to come soon :)
santa papa give me my present soon k?

happy

2010-12-10T21:10:00.001+08:00

precious finally grow up liao. ytd the first time sne pulled me to the machine and told me she want sit. although she still doesnt talk much but she pointed it and say sit sit . finally my girl , you're big
. even though its tough but afterall its worth it.

now in bus otw to find baby, so hungry.
tmr xmas celebration at bro's hse . am so excited :) cause its the first time ya .

will be back soon to blog .

a post for 7 dec

2010-12-06T16:25:00.003+08:00

tomorrow will be 7th of dec , and now here im blogging cos i need to write out somewhere.

fast 2010 will end in 3 weeks time, and i felt that i gain many things and also lose some things in this year , firstly thanks that precious have been very good this year , broughting me many happy and angry times . seeing her grow older each days really feels good . no matter how hard this route goes i will hang on tight .

secondly, having baby by my side throughout this year , we had happy times and sad times but still we managed to pull through everything. thanks for the love and care you've given me.

thirdly, in my family everything goes as usual . we had more gatherings this year together.

fourth, i've lost two precious things in my life . something that i could not get back anymore , maybe cos of losing this two makes me feel that even with those first 3 things ive gain , i still felt empty. im sorry that ive let you go. maybe its time i should even forget and let it go .

everything has ended . life shall move on for me .

i will always miss you and you'll be kept tightly in my heart .

happy

2010-12-03T00:34:00.001+08:00

xmas coming :) soon in 22 more days . saw a very nice gift today for baby . hope he would like it . but does he need it ? haiis . been emotionally down this few days at work , but dare not do anything much . maybe its time to relieve agn . but you're not with me alr this time . haiis .

smile :)

2010-11-16T20:21:00.001+08:00

It's such a long time since i have last blog . good things bad things happened but I'm still trying hard to hold on.

trying to lead my life normal and do those things like what others at my age should do bah .

Christmas coming will I manage to pull through ? or maybe new year ?

Life feels so tiring . I don't know why .

加油吧！我一定可以的。

happy or I'm dreaming ?

2010-11-11T09:55:00.001+08:00

after my birthday , things has gone better for us . but it's from the bottom of you're heart ? or just a temporary feeling again . I've think I've change cos the love I've gave is different from before already or was your accepting it different already .

happy or I'm dreaming ?

2010-10-29T13:19:00.001+08:00

let me go

2010-09-20T16:19:00.001+08:00

finally after so long , I've woke up & it's time I should accept a new one . it's pointless to wait when I've already knew what the ending will be , and letting you take me for granted .

I'm glad that I could find someone who I can rely on .

goodbye ~

thinking .

2010-09-13T23:38:00.001+08:00

why can't you just hold me .

New Life

2010-08-29T22:57:00.004+08:00

went to jb that day with sweetie .
Eric fetched me to bugis , lunched together with sweetie and head to m(phosis.
got our sandals , bugis street & I've got two dress and headed to bus in to jb .
straight looking for food when we reached and off to do nails ,

after nails shopped awhile and headed to get our hair done . did treatment and i snip off my fringe .

and now i looked so funny .

so thats all for today (:

nice dinner

2010-08-22T21:01:00.001+08:00

today was at oc , eating 4 meals today . think my mood too good till eat so much bah . scary hahas . after work when for sushi again . cellulite coming to me again . shag .

hope my request could be successful . then I can spend time with precious even more ler :)

heading home now . nighty ~

2010-08-11T21:19:00.001+08:00

I guess it's been a long time since I've updated my blog .

off yesterday , woke up early and met qiu ping for her interview at my workplace. before interview headed to taka met Belinda during her lunch break , walked to cine and look for sis and lunch at KFC.
while waiting for the interview sung at kbox from 2.30 pm till 7.30 pm. meanwhile at 3 plus went for qiu pings interview .

after singing session went bugis to meet ting and others . ate lunch at QQ . and a friend of them send me home.

prayed for my **** due to the lunar 7th month , till late night & finally home sweet home .

so busy at work this few days till I don't even have the mood to touch my phone .

off day

2010-07-29T22:50:00.002+08:00

woke up early in the morning , brought precious to poly for her jab .
She a good girl , although she cried but just awhile .
9.4 kg & 80 cm if her now.
growing process good .
brought her home , and waited for sis to finish her preparation and headed to OC for sakae at first but they closed. so went to 313 de yoshinoya . really 7 days in a week im at OC . sibeh sians.
after meal , went to kbox for singing as sis is working there now .
went arcade , played maximum tune for the first time and i win (: hahas . but stupid initial d lose. f.
shopped awhile and cab-ed home .

so tired now . and my stupid menses just wont come . due to body not enough blood, who is willing to donate some blood to me huh ? lols .

buhbye (:

headache

2010-07-24T01:36:00.003+08:00

just few days ago , went polyclinic to see a doctor .
bp was so damn low and took a urine test , but no result was known.
so was sent to ttsh a&e for thorough check up.
took urine test again . and needed to have blood test , but was poke 5 times & no blood was being taken out from my body . fucked up lahs .
under observation for 4 hrs and finally managed to get discharged , but still reason unknown .

stop my night job to rest already , really too shag ler .
but now , time is lesser for me spending with you . we're not like before already .
haiis , im really very stress now . till im wondering will i collaspe one day?

myLIFEwithoutYOUsucks.

went with chloe , mummy, sis ,maid & precious for dinner today .
went to marina sq at pariss restuarant .
am very tired now waiting for my mother to sleep but she just wont sleep .
im already very tired liao.
haiis .

can you just understand me more ?

life

2010-07-18T13:36:00.001+08:00

wondering when was the last time I've blog. really so busy now till no time to sleep at all. miss my baby so much haiis. just saw you not long then I've started to think of you already .

saw emeline , Cindy , qianyi and jialin ytd . the meeting was so memorable like those days when we was working at blue blazze. time flies , precious at the age of 18 mths & emeline's kayson 17mths . 3 yrs have passed and all was so diff .

memories is so wonderfull. without you is so empty . so faster come find me ok ? loves .

2010-06-28T17:00:00.002+08:00

finally its my off today (:
sick at home resting now . why must i be sick ?
went fly on sat and next to ph , saw alot of ppl there .
and you fetch me home .
same thing happened when we first met . sleeping in the car at my house downstairs.

same time,same place & same action . but the only diff thing is not you coming for my rescue (:

it's time

2010-06-23T18:08:00.002+08:00

After thinking for so long, there's only two choices.
or rather say one choice. i've tried so hard tried all ways.
but your rather close your door , and there's nothing i can do .
making this desicion is difficult , but it seems like im doing so much just for another day only.
but not for my entire life.

its time to say goodbye baby (:

My off day

2010-06-10T16:47:00.002+08:00

Finally its thursday again.
My off day, due to my maid went back for holiday im alone taking care of precious the whole day.
Morning baby came to fetch us for breakfast , headed to bendemeer for mac.
Seeing precious appetite getting back , im felt better .
After many days , things are getting better . But will that happen again ? i dont know.

Precious been very good today, listening to me , playing and enjoying the times of both of us only.
I hope tonight will be a better night for us . (:

Baby I Love You (:

loves

2010-06-05T19:36:00.002+08:00

Finally sat, work finished early .
str came home to settle precious bad behavior and soon off to illuzion to settle my balance.
waiting for malay to head here soon and off we go . a tiring day, but a extremely unhappy day for me.
I dont know why.

Why Is My Life Always So Bored Der.
JinPing Shopping Soon bah (:

Long Story

2010-06-03T14:14:00.003+08:00

Since a long time I've been updating .
Last two saturday, went boat quay to celebrate sweetheart's birthday.
Last Saturday went illuzion for a drink.
and this saturday how still dont know yet.

Recently many things happen till i dunno what to do.
But i only know that i will try to do what i can.
My Heart Really Hurts Alot. I Dont Know Why.
Now Waiting For 3 Pm to Come & Head Out With Mummy For Massage.

Seeing Precious Refusing To Eat Makes Me Even Hurt.
And Nurse Say She A Bit Small Size For Her Age.
Sliming Down Alot . I Dunno What I Can Do For Her, Hope Her Appetite Will Be Back Like Last Time Soon.

My Dear Baby I Love You .

simply just emo

2010-05-20T18:49:00.001+08:00

heading out now. feeling so moodless. I think it's time for me to relieve. am I just being too sensitive & thinking too much. my dreams are just drifting further. I want to let out :(

simply just update

2010-05-18T23:29:00.003+08:00

baby went home when i was sleeping, he went to make his car then came to fetch me.
ate our lunch together , then headed to 74's optical shop for eye check. cos this few days keep complaining to baby that im having a bad headache. indeed my degree went up and so my butterfly eyes is gone already. and now one stupid thing is that from starting im used to having both sides same degree but now there's a different of 50. im worried that i might not manage it so still took the same degree.
baby headed to work , and im nua-ing all the way till 7 pm went for 333 bah kut teh.
ntuc for groceries and home sweet home. am so pissed off with some things now but i dont wish to care so much.
webcaming with my sweetheart now, & im gonna miss my dearest & sweetheart at oc .
see you guys on sat bah (:

mother's day

2010-05-11T15:12:00.004+08:00

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY TO ALL MOTHERS IN THE WORLD

i know its abit late but better then now.
This year i really enjoyed my mother's day alot .
Finished my work at 7.30pm, baby trick me saying he's still working and keep rushing me to head home.
so i went to 313 breadtalk, and bus-ed home.
while on my way home baby keep calling me asking me few funny question eg , whats my bra size etc .
( keep your comments to yourself thanks )

reached home told baby im very tired, i went to take nap & waited for him to arrived.
mummy woke me up saying eh, eric buy alot of food faster wake up.
baby pulled me up & i prepared the food .
precious holding a bag walking towards me & baby said its a gift from precious .
got a baby self decorate cake from icing room , and a lee hwa necklace .

love baby so much for giving me surprise .
i thought everything has ended . but during the journey back home baby surprised me with two more things.
he asked me to find his water under the front seat and in the end i found the agnes b shirt .
he ask me to take his tissues at his boot and found a set of la senza lingerie .
thanks for baby giving me four presents at one go . (:

so to thanks baby , headed to levis yesterday with jasmin and bought our 4th couple shirt . both purple my favourite colour . baby baby , thanks for the wonderful mother's day you've given me . its the first time i really celebrated it (: with loves .
and thanks to jasmin , for the accompany to shop and cafe cartel . and the most wonderful & hilarious chat .

alright , next planning . our 3rd monthsary present (: headache .

Mothers day dinner

2010-05-08T15:16:00.001+08:00

finish work headed to 313's din tai fung for dinner with family and baby. all aiming for my treat . so bad .

send auntie Elsie back home and home sweet home. so tired this few days dunno why. so shag. lucky got baby by my side to sleep with.

Burberry watch for myself and for baby still considering , and for precious new shoes :)

baby's birthday celebration 2

2010-04-29T12:18:00.002+08:00

was off yesterday, waiting for baby off work then come fetch me, sis & malay. while waiting we dota-ed . it's been a long time since I'm so happy playing with both of them. & finally my laptop got dota le.

headed to tala sushi tei. we all rushed to order cos we were so hungry. while coming to an end I tricked baby asking him to help me buy the limited edition purple eyeliner. while I wento make payment. but the angry thing is that he was at the cashier wanting to pay. is like my technic no use lah. angry. so this time ask malay pass him the money then he bwg liao.

send sis home , washed car , send malay home. and back to baby's place. last night I dreamt of popo crying. my heart hurt so much :(

baby baby ip man 2 is out today. so you know what to do le huh ? lols .

baby happy 28th birthday .
I love you so much :)

baby's birthday celebration 1

2010-04-25T10:36:00.007+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABY (:

went enter to eat at meiyan's with erica & vivian . walked at central to get some things then headed back to shop t do nails for them. while otw back saw sis walking in front of me when i don't even know.
help them with their nails while waiting for baby to come.
cos we planned to give him a surprise.

baby finally reached at 10 plus. but my sis was in the shop with the cake.
so i trick baby into helping me to do thing. then my sis ran off home with the cake .
i ask baby to faster send me home cos my mother keep rushing me home.
and when my sis calling i keep saying wa, like jip ah long lidat lei.

reached my door step i asked baby to help me open the door as my nails are wet.
he opened and they all sung the birthday song, he was shocked & blur .
thinking isit my birthday ? baby ar baby your own birthday also dunno ar .
still thought mine leh . lols . and it was also my maid's brthday so both celebrate together (:
cut cake make wishes & headed off to airport for swensen's .

airprt again, precious playground. she run freely and the most amazing thing is she could walk from the mac to swensens by herself eh . power lor .
all was so shag after the meal and we headed back home.
now waiting for mummy to cook ready & heading out with baby soon (:

happy :)

2010-04-24T06:41:00.001+08:00

on wed night , baby called me saying that he's able to send me to work on Thursday morning. I was like fcuking happy lah. it has been 3months plus he last send me to work. baby rush down pick me off work,headed to taka tabao many food. and went home to eat. saw lim,howard&nelson at my house playing mahjong with my mother. followed by zhenying & qiuping came too. play with precious then went back home with baby.

first time staying overnight at baby's place. happy luh. morning wake me up to work. & send me to work and sis to school. love my baby baby lots lots . lols.

Sunday I really need a rest. everyday have to so early wake up will kill me soon. shag ar.

baby I love you :)

loves

2010-04-18T13:31:00.004+08:00

cab-ed to fep with sis & malay.
met jinping & ate at kfc . thats my breakfast lunch & dinner .
shop for shoes @ fep . bought one m)phosis liked slipper & one heels .

headed to wisma , went g2000 . bought a blazer suit & two pants .
cotton on , 3 tank tops
mrt to ps , sign up for sis her usb internet .
and socks for baby.

waited for baby to fetch us to cine .
bought tickets for KICK ASS (:
headed to pasta mania as baby,sis&malay was hungry.
and they are so bad to temp me to eat . but i did not. haha
finally i got to watch kick ass, but poor baby almost slept throught the movie.
send us back and he headed home .

now waiting for baby to come pick me & precious up and town to shop again (:
plan changed due to bad weather .

pictures (:

love

2010-04-17T15:21:00.002+08:00

meeting jin ping loves in an hours time .
just prepared finish & updating now.
miss my baby alot lah.

poor baby tomorrow have to go exercise . LOLS.
but i can at home sleep shiok shiok while you come find me (:
i wan go zoo tomorrow but hor , i scared it rains .

so must think of back up plans .
i want to watch kick ass lah . baby see that ?

off to game . buh bye .

happy :)

2010-04-15T00:15:00.001+08:00

today baby surprise me by saying he's on the way home to bathe but instead he's on th way to fetch me. he was early by an hour today. headed to holland v ate ramen & cute little mini burger. enjoyed myself today alot with baby. cos time is lesser for us already .

baby,thanks for your love & care. it's great to have you by my side. I know you will read this but I have to say, 大猪头，我要代替月亮来惩罚你。呼啦吧哈：）

english lesson

2010-04-13T14:54:00.003+08:00

based on dictionary.com

the meaning of slut is prostitute.
the meaning of prostitute is a woman who engages in sexual intercourse for money
a person who willingly uses his or her talent or ability in a base and unworthy way, usually for money
offer (oneself) as a prostitute.

i do not work as a prostitute, i do not engage sexual intercorse for money, OR FOR A PLACE TO STAY. and i dont OFFER myself for ONS or WITH MONEY CONCERN.

but all of the above is more likely to refer YOU bah (:

and most importantly i dont engage sexual intercourse in public like at jurong point staircase & ask from ppl for $500 .

2010-04-12T21:24:00.002+08:00

just edited this photo . happy family (:

now alone at shop , waiting for my baby to come fetch me go eat !
im so hungry lah .
baby baby, thanks for always being there to solve my problems for me .
from now on i will not have anymore worries ler (:

myLOVEwillNEVERfadeAWAY

2010-04-12T18:55:00.003+08:00

saturday,
mahjong with mummy,sis & malay. lost $7.
cos baby never help me hulabaha & he went to sleep .
sunday,
woke up at 7 am in the morning, acc baby to wash his car and headed to market for our breakfast .
went home fetch mummy to bishan .
tabao katong laksa & home to eat. while baby went to meet his client.

around 4 plus baby came to fetch me and headed to his workplace.
after work, went orchard to eat & watch the movie CLASH WITH THE TITANS (:
very nice show . 2nd movie in a week .
when can watch kiss ass .

headed home with baby and become his maid for a night .
changed his bedsheet,counted his coins && bullying him time . laugh *
woke up at 6am. ate breakfast and he send me home .

now working at office with no dinner time tonight .
cos too much things to do . gtg , bye (:

someday

2010-04-10T22:24:00.003+08:00

woke up prepared , headed to bright hill temple to pray popo.
lunched with family at crystal jade .
bought a m)phosis slipper again . finally found the design i wanted .
sis bought a sandal .
headed home , rest and overslept . dint managed to buy food to cook for dinner .
sians.

listening to gou ai now and blogging at the same time . feeling - damn emo .
dont know why , why do i always have this funny feeling . but just i dunno what the hell am i thinking . just for once i have some peace can .

why does everything i also have to fan ?
work,money&life. just cos of that stupid fucker . unless duck .

now i just want to have a simple life thats all , is that so difficult ?
baby, iloveyou (:

shopping

2010-04-09T02:50:00.001+08:00

rested at home for the whole day, I'm feeling better now. thanks for those who concern about me & baby for accompanying me for the whole process.

met up with JinPing at fep ate pontian wanton noodle missed that so much. saw Cindy and Joan at there too :)

headed to isetan to get 3 boxers , two pair of socks for baby. ion Springfield Bermuda for baby and cotton on shirt and skirt for myself . finally got all those things and my to do list is done.

baby fetched me home & he packed the founder bah kut teh to eat . so poorthing eating alone . chatted with zhenying & qiu ping just now, talked about that two girls just now really joke of the day for us. sorry baby we put that girl with you. but I
happy that you're being admired by someone :) love you ttm la . laughs .

poor baby headed home alone today, without accompanying you tonight, you must be very lonely bah . see you tomorrow :) with loves .

no pictures for today cos we no time to take. make sure we will take the next time k JinPing loves :)

good night everyone :)

off day

2010-04-08T12:35:00.004+08:00

yesterday woke up at 8am in the morning, prepared & head to baby's place to get his things then off to a place to do some things.

headed to bukit panjang plaza and eat ichiban sushi cos i suddenly have the craving to eat sushi.
went to baby's place & we slept. fetched malay, headed to dunno where to eat kfc cos we three were so hungry. headed home to fetch sis. then off to cine for our movie.

and cos sis is hungry , so we went to eat again . eat and eat gonna be fat again , sad .
watch the show how to train your dragon . a very very nice show (:
but i want to watch kick ass ! only out on 15 apr .

thats all for today, nothing much to write about .

over due pictures .

i miss my baby ):

bored

2010-04-03T17:58:00.002+08:00

trying to make time past faster then i can go home & rest .
felt so uncomfortable now. i don't know why.
vommited twice today. i hate this.
heading home soon,to my lovely bed for rest.
yes,no going out today.

tell you a secret,
my mother cooked my fave food (:

i miss the day when i'm at changi beach lah.
BABY , saw that ?

help

2010-04-03T12:51:00.001+08:00

help me buy clicking this banner and join to get $10 straight (:
thanks

:)

2010-04-03T06:56:00.001+08:00

my baddy baby, made me angry & give me surprise at the same time . really dunno how to describe him. ingnoring my call & msg. then secretly go buy present for me. argh~

baby thanks for your bag you given me :)

life

2010-03-31T11:30:00.001+08:00

talked to JinPing alot ytd, and thanks to her I got the courage to speak up already. and now decision has made I have to give it away, maybe it's best for me now :)

hope may faster comes and I can get to see JinPing anytime ler. haha .

can I ask which idiot does not know that babies have to drink milk almost 3-4times everyday. only those who don't even have brains,

how I wish your whole family will suffer in hell :) tata

photos

2010-03-29T19:03:00.005+08:00

enjoyable

2010-03-28T16:33:00.001+08:00

27th march 2010
bus-ed to balestier,waited for clarence to fetch me & we headed to heritage view condo for viewing. until about 1600hrs I left the place and train to orchard to meet Cheryl for shopping :) went ion,shawcenter,fep,paragon,dfs,313,luckyplaza, and we both shop for 5hrs plus non stop. and we both were like so mad la. bought a agnesb shirt for baby & a m)phosis slipper for myself. about a few months can't wear heels or covered shoes due to toe injured.damn sad la.
28th march 2010
happy monthsary baby !
yes , today's Sunday baby's off. he spend the night at my house due to helping me with those 2000pcs of mailers to fold. this morning he headed home to change while we all prepare. 9.30am reach ecp tung lok rest for our dimsum breakfast, then we headed to sentosa to explore the underwater world. send mummy they all home and now waiting for baby to get his hair cut while I'm blogging. gonna head for seafood dinner with mummy all again later on as mummy treating. haha she's dead. pictures will be uploaded later as my this app does not support images uploading :( tata .

photos (:

2010-03-26T19:29:00.003+08:00

23rd march 2010

2010-03-24T14:39:00.000+08:00

finished work at office and headed to shop to do some stuffs.

waited for baby to fetch me cos im carrying alot of things, damn heavy.

headed to esso , pump oil and buy frozen food .

went home , cooked for baby & sis to eat .

it has been a long time since i cooked. esp cooking luncheon meat.

after dinner precious woke up and cried .

so cutie babyPRECIOUS lie on baby's chest and we three watched zhongji san guo.

soon both fall asleep left me alone .

should i leave ? i dunno why i have the feeling that things not going right .

do you remember

2010-03-23T21:40:00.000+08:00

now alone at shop, dont know why suddenly have those funny feeling.

i miss those days, when im at shop waiting for you to bring me home.

miss those days where we would go out after work.

what am i doing ?

saw one guy tgt at office . although we know each other but we never talked before.

seeing him makes me think back of those days at blue blazze . cos he's your friend.

walked passed crc's flower shop today. having the urge to buy a rose but i still did not . sigh

shag

2010-03-22T15:17:00.000+08:00

im so weak and tired now, i dunno why this few days totally so tired.

shag ar,

now at office surfing net , and the cheryl is beside playing happily playing her lappy too .

i want to go home and rest !

but the problem is how do i get home also a problem . sigh

heard one damn fucking funny news today lah , dint know she also like this type de.

haiyo.

tgif

2010-03-20T00:56:00.000+08:00

its like finally friday again, time just pass so fast when im busy.

just back home , went supper with baby,mummy and sis.

ate kuay chap. all shared to eat as we all is on diet.

everybody says i swollen alot ler.

i really need on diet. not for beauty purpose but health purpose.

felt that im not like before le, getting weaker.

been so busy this few days, everyday routin is work at office,dinner,office,shop,supper & home.

so so so tired already, and tomorrow going shop at 10am.

shag lah.

fast, sat time to enjoy for my precious sunday.

i need alot of time now, im neglecting alot of people . sigh ):

nice weekend.

2010-03-15T15:26:00.001+08:00

on saturday, no work at office for me.

so headed to shop early .

reached shop done with customers , prepared and headed off to west mall to wait for baby.

fetched me and we headed to chevron for wedding dinner.

and sunday morning, 5am plus in the morning. prepared and we both headed in to msia for our breakfast.

bah kut teh. and off to see baby's workplace.

headed to kota tingi waterfall resort to see the waterfall. due to bad sun we left in awhile.

and headed for car wash and polishing.

while waiting we cab to city square for shopping .

nearly fainted lucky managed to get a lolipop in time but not push pop.

sigh. eat and return back to get car and headed back to sg.

this is how we spend our weekend. enjoyed and thanks (:

2010-03-13T13:34:00.000+08:00

i want to go these places . when can i really have the time to go these places . sigh. who will be willing to bring me there ?

1. Heart-Shaped Forest, Cantabria, Spain

This beautifully shaped forest can be found in Cantabria, Northern Spain. However, the forest will only take on the heart shape seen in the above photograph when viewed from this angle. See the forest on Google Maps here.
2. Heart-Shaped Island, Gutierrez Lake, Patagonia

A beautiful heart-shaped, tree covered island can be found in Patagonia, Argentina, and is best viewed from the East side of Gutierrez Lake. See the island on Google Maps here.
3. Heart-Shaped Wetland, Guandu Nature Park, Taiwan

Guandu Nature Park is, believe it or not, a nature park situated in Taipei City. Within the park you’ll find the heart-shaped wetland pictured above. See it on Google Maps here.
4. Tavarua Island, Fiji

Tavarua Island is a stunning heart-shaped island paradise just off the coast of Viti Levu, surrounded by coral reef. It’s also home to a beautiful resort, perfect for a spot of romance. See the island on Google Maps here.
5. Galesnjak, Croatia

Another beautifully shaped island can be found just south of Zadar in Croatia. Called Galesnjak, this little gem measures just 1/2 kilometre at its widest point and must be reached by boat. See the island on Google Maps here.
6. Heart-Shaped Lake, Ohio

A perfectly heart-shaped lake can be found near Columbia Hills Corners in Ohio, but not much else is known about this curious feature. It seems to be part of a private residence. See the lake on Google Maps here.
7. Heart-Shaped Mangrove, Voh, New Caledonia

Probably the most well-known heart-shaped piece of land is this incredible mangrove in New Caledonia, made famous by aerial photographer Yann Arthus Bertrand and featured on the front cover of his book, Earth From Above. See the mangrove on Google Maps here.
8. Heart-Shaped Lake, Chembra, India

Itself a major tourist attraction, the lake near the top of Chembra Peak in India is said to have never dried up. Apparently over 150 people pass the lake every day during the 3km journey to the top. See the area on Google Maps here.
9. Heart Reef, Great Barrier Reef of the Whitsundays

Heart Reef is a naturally formed, heart-shaped collection of coral in Australia. Obviously the reef can only be appreciated from the air, but the view is definitely worth the cost

ANGRY

2010-03-12T14:55:00.000+08:00

cos of my stupid carelessness . and now my toe is injured .

lucky managed to saved it from being pluck out but still cant stop from needle.

drew the blood out last night and now waiting my poor little toe to drop by itself.

heart so painfull.

all thanks to baby and mummy i have to go through doctor which i hated most .

and now , walking with blood dripping out it very disgusting ok.

sigh. faster recover bah, if not i can walk properly.

soon tmr is sat ler , dont need come in office .

wondering what my life would be .

sad

2010-03-11T20:28:00.000+08:00

im very sad now , as i hurt myself during work today.

and and and , the most impt thing is now i cant walk properly already.

sigh , why this year so much thing happen to me ?

is there anymore job for me to work somemore ?

sometimes i just feel like leaving everything and just leave.

no one would understand how i feel now.

headache

2010-03-10T01:22:00.000+08:00

went with wanny to work today, slightly brief through her the things she needed to do.
about 1.30pm, headed to blk 73 to acc cheryl for her lunch , and we headed to work.
many things to do today in office. filing typing and printing. never once knew that office job was fun.
rush back to shop at about 7pm, waiting for daddy to fetch me home.
now my microsoft office cant used as i buy this laptop does not come with the cd.
stupid right ? stupid me. baby came to my house to help to solve the problem but still cant.
so must buy one and = waste money.
headed to newton to eat our dinner . and now home sweet home .
i hope from today onwards my life would be better .
miss me ttm ok ?

i need to slim down fast . i hate to be fat luh .

good hair day (:

2010-03-06T19:37:00.001+08:00

hellos , woke up at 10am today and headed to office for briefing .

after briefing cab-ed to bras basar for my hair appt . and im damn late la ,

sat there for 3 hrs , and finally my hair was done . while doing my hair , stella came to look for me . stella called ZHU REN to come down , but he rather sleep then find us . angry !!

after everything we headed to bugis junction for our dinner . yoshinoya.

ebi and beef rice . yummy .

cab-ed back to shop as chun was going to finish work, so rushed back .

now happily blogging with my new hair . but its doesn't seems any difference to me . lols .

working as a p.a soon . wonder how would it be, a new thing to learn bah, jia you !!

takecare everyone (: LOVES

stress

2010-03-05T21:19:00.000+08:00

i think soon im gonna collapse . why everything in this world needs money ?

i think i have to let go her insurance , cos with now my condition i have to let go .

cos of some selfish people , things have to go on this way.

pushing responsibilities to others .

im sick and tired of everything , now what can i do to earn enough paying her things itself ?

im so tired !

2010-03-05T13:59:00.000+08:00

thanks baolin girl for buying a shirt for precious .
last night after closing shop went to find her at 50plus.
so long never been there ler , so much memories till i nearly forget how i been through this 3 years . its been so hard , till i nearly gave up. but now im still hanging on .

how i wish i can go to the future instead . but not to the past . cos seeing whats my future will be happier for me bah .

im so happy finally my ring is as nice as new (: thanks popo for giving me such a nice ring. i will treasure it .

poly check up

2010-03-03T13:24:00.002+08:00

nwo getting prepared soon , and heading to poly with precious for her check up.

although this is the first time bringing her to poly alone . but i know i can do it .

JIA YOU !

insomnia

2010-03-02T05:29:00.000+08:00

it's 5.30am in the morning and im happily awake now.
i don't know why im so sleepy but yet i could not sleep.
i don't know why now my feeling is so shou xi .
awake and await for return.
hahas, guess this feeling will no more happen bah.

tomorrow shall be the day that matter on how my lifes goes on.
maybe im anxious of that till insomnia bah.
hahas , what a joke.
i wish you're by my side now.
but i know it can never be .
at this timing now here with me ? hah no possiblities.
i don't know why there's so much thing i wanna say but words just don;t come out from my mouth .
is it so difficult to speak out ?
no it isn't right .

can someone just teach me how to speak out ?
blah blah blah and so on.
sigh, my feeling now is so funny. till i don't know how to describe .
why why why ? why i cannt sleep ? when i know im so tired already, and i have to wake up at 8.30am in the morning .

hear this song . do you remember by jay sean .

happy

2010-03-01T21:33:00.000+08:00

After today , i think im so happy ttm .

cos i found many many good friends to stand by me.
even what he says does not bother me already .
cos i know by bothering things just won't end .

yes yes , i'll fight for my life and move on.
although now imma single mother but i will do my best for her .
you can say i talk cock or whatever shit .

i don't bother .

cos humans are always lidat . they will always say this not good that not good but none will say . VERY GOOD . hahas . kia su people .

Alright , lets move on happily and soon . I'll be very happy (:

PHOTOS.

2010-03-01T13:31:00.000+08:00

yest finally is sunday, went out to tou tou qi ler.
went novena for chicken rice , headed to ion to punch hole for belt .
and homemade burgers for dinner .

now then i realise there is actually more then what i expected of people caring for me.
thanks for them who really treated me very well .
is more than what i expected from you all .
a very big thank you to you all ..

alright . pictures (:

my LOVE LOVE . hahas pretty pretty right ?

joanne , why are you missing out in this pic ? hahas .

faster recover from your back pain and meet us out .! alright .

ended

2010-02-28T13:27:00.000+08:00

Finally after struggling for so long. I've ended everything .
I've decided who i wanna be with , and how to carry on settling the remaining things .
actually sometimes i feel so paiseh having a ex "husb" like him.
Imagine someone can come telling you eh, your husb recently take no from me leh.
i also dunno what to say . hahas .

but now everything is settled , and im happy with the results .
baby today 28th , shall be the day ok ?
thanks for taking back my life .

im dead once , and now im alive again (:

ION

2010-02-26T18:03:00.002+08:00

Hellos , a short update .
met up with Jin Ping yest . she came to my shop , did her nails for her .
baby rushed us to ion .
We both girls is rushing to ax but in the end closed ler .
so went to calvin klein instead .
bought my things already , and we both took many pictures but she have not tagged me yet .
so upload is later .
while waiting for baby to try his clothes we were they enjoying , hahas .
after shop, headed for our dinner !
and home sweet home . girl meet up soon huh . (:

boring post huh . i also know . cos my life now so boring ):
should i be a social .... ?

life

2010-02-23T15:58:00.000+08:00

happy happy , thurs going to meet jinping .
Its like finally we could meet and go out . can say first time bah.
wahahas .
ax ax im coming . i wanto buy you (:

why life is so unpredictable ?
if something accidentally slips off your hand it may be gone forever.
no time back machine , no u-turn.
once you miss it , its gone forever .
hahas , thats life .
sometimes thinking my life is so topsy turvy. then next time how would precious's life be ?

i bring her to this world is good or bad ?
i dunno why suddenly i miss popo so much.
popo, if you were to know what have i gone through this past 2 months will you be there to support me ? popo i really miss you.

i really need to relief or i will be crazy in no time !

pls come to my dream and hug me tight popo .

CONFUSED

2010-02-20T18:44:00.000+08:00

hello people , back here again . think i've neglected my blog alot.
miss those days when i could almost everyday update my blog with pictures and fun activities.
but now, my life just gets bored.
last night , lyndon came with stella to fetch me off work. and we headed to meiyan's for dinner .
they headed to ph , but i headed home.

sometimes im wondering , what the hell of person is she ? backstabber , or ?
jealous of what people have and go round spreading things which is not true.
or just cant stand people better then her ?

then just simply be a good girl , work hard for what you want .
but not going around like a chicken asking for things . although i have not hang out with you for such a long time . but seeing you like that really makes me look down on you .
cos you're totally indescribable . chicken , whore , slut or bitch ? im sorry to say nasty names but what you did really turns people off . just take good care of yourself . and have self protection bahs .

soon cny will be over . and awaiting for the next year . why humans are just so bored ?
im feeling like im just living for the sake of living . no life no enjoyment no happiness .
why must ife be like this for me .
been so shag. you came to talk to me just now,
but somehow i feel that there's lot more things needed to be done.
but just that i don't know how to express out . let time heals everything .
i may not be the one for you , or i may be , nobody knows. let fate decide bah .

after saying so much things out . im finally relieved . all i wanted is you .

heartbroken *

2010-02-15T15:47:00.001+08:00

happy valentine and chinese new year !!

my valentine day present (:

this year not a good year, not happy but sad due to some things.

no one will ever know why ):

random

2010-02-10T12:06:00.000+08:00

Finally cny is coming , and go a bit of time to update.

recently no new taken photos as my iphone got problem, photos all gone.

baby precious as usual very naughty.

she starting to learn to call ma mi already.

wondering when's the day she will call me that.

been so sick this few days and finally black out last night.

i really need something to hold me on.

thanks for everyone who gave me support and care.

will be appreciated .

valentine's day coming . what exactly is valentine day ? never had a good one before .

wondering what happens in this world ?

girl baolin found a new good guy,

stella , also found a new good ones. but me ? dont think i need one now.

sometimes being single is a way to strengthen up your independence.

and now im trying hard.

nothing is hard for me, just that i only hope i can give precious all the best from me.

babyPRECIOUS mummy loves you (:

1st birthday

2010-01-25T14:12:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABY PRECIOUS !

baby precious is finally one year old.

she can finally stand walk a few steps and doing all those things she should do already.

although she doesn't have a perfect family but she have many people to love her.

yesterday dont managed to celebrate for her as popo passed away haven 100 days yet.

but soon next month on her chinese birthday she can celebrate already.

babyPRECIOUS grow up healthy and smart.

mummy will always love you (:

bored-ness

2010-01-19T16:58:00.000+08:00

currently at shop & im gonna bored to death already .
who will be so kind enough come and find me !

sigh, this few days life been so bored.
wondering when can this kind of life stop .

i really need a break .
if this continues, my head gonna burst anytime.
cos im busy thinking of nothing.

bored

2010-01-18T10:07:00.000+08:00

recently my life is so bored, wondering what else could i do ?
feel like working two jobs now, then at least when precious could go to school i won't be so difficult.
should i go back and work the same like last time ?
thinking hard !!!

2010-01-16T20:59:00.000+08:00

my precious girl coming one year old soon (:

mummy loves you

life

2010-01-11T14:11:00.000+08:00

this two days been going out till late night and today i shall rest at home.

went to drink last night but not much. went to eat and cv one round then home sweet home.

with my new friends who really cared .

alright precious birthday coming !! buying shoes later on just for her. (:

after so long finally life is getting better for me.

i get enough sleep, i get enough food, i get enough care, i get enough love.

thanks for bringing me through this life for this few days.

i know you cared, getting my fave food for me. getting me to drink more water.

all those small little things you do really help me alot my friend.

only you both understands me, and im shocked that you do. (:

thanks for everything . meet up soon.

happy TWO ZERO ONE ZERO !!

2010-01-02T01:45:00.000+08:00

happy new year everyone !!
its a new year and how i wish i could have a whole new wish list.

shortlist,
went town last night, then to haji lane for see sha, then to bugis fo steamboat an home sweet home.

my wish list for 2010 is.

precious grow up healthy and happy
may my shop business prosper
may my relationships get stronger.
for a new phone soon
a new me
most impt a new life

hope everyone can get their wish come true (:

smile (:

2009-12-31T00:29:00.000+08:00

Hi people .
Im back now. today was so called off . wento j8 to get precious stuff . ate mos burger and went back to shop.
cab-ed home with qiu ping & vyvian .
and now waiting for food to come back to me (:

1st baby precious
2nd baby delicious
3rd baby suspicious
4th baby auspicious

lovely right ?

2009-12-25T01:34:00.001+08:00

SMILE (:

2009-12-24T13:38:00.000+08:00

Finally got some time to blog.
I tink im addicted to mr teh tarik de almond susu liao.
and also the mini wok noodle.

wondering if one day life without you will it be better?
maybe its supposed to be like this, i shouldn't be with you at all .

shag.

promise are not meant to be broken. but you did it again and again.
i wan new life !!

stella girl, faster meet tgt go out leh . sians .

CONFUSED

2009-12-01T12:24:00.002+08:00

can someone tell me what is love ?
im wondering now what am i doing ?
when i know its wrong and i still do it, and in the end cant control myself.
i tried to do what i can all the while.
please can someone teach me what to do.
im already in a very big wrong is just that can someone teach me what to do to minimize the wrong.
tears dried up, heart has frozen, i gonna be a statue soon.
should you forget me?
you can give me what he cant.
please kill me soon .